Mixed

Mixed between to worlds. I love you, but I love him as well. I want you both but can not. It breaks my heart to hurt you, but I can't stand to see him go. To have him leave once again. I wish you were both mixed into one person. I love you both. I don't wish any harm on either of you. Something about him keeps me lingering. Something about him keeps me instered. He is loving and compassionate. Your are loving and compassionate, too. I love you both, but I can not have both. Mixed in between to worlds.